So here’s my deal.
I didn’t get cut from The Bar until 2am.
But, I walked with almost a hundred and I’m giving most of the credit to the sweet-assed shutter shades I found and wore as a headband all night.
However, my 2am leave time meant I didn’t get to see The Architect.
But given that he spent most of his night being trapped on the Brown Line and mired in family drama and NOT TELLING ME ABOUT IT UNTIL 2AM – I probably wouldn’t have gotten to see him anyway, even if I HAD gotten off early.
I *did* receive a text from The Fance – letting me know that he DOES still want to rail my brains out – which only solidifies him as THE most consistent boy I’ve ever known.
But seriously – did I ditch consistency and no feelings for being in over my head on an AWOL 2.0? Because that would just be fucking stupid.
Oh noes! IM’ing now…
Um, also, if it helps? Today is a Woot-off!
Grrr….but, you know how the Brown Line can be. Plus, 2 am on a school night? You guys are rock stars. I passed out on my couch before the Daily Show last night. Awesome.
Also, I forgot to comment before, but I think it’s great that you have a new boy that you want to be with in a real way. I hope that it works out for you two! Sounds like if it doesn’t, there always the Fance.
Don’t give in yet to the Fance! Be strong! Resist! The Architect will not be AWOL 2. Give him a chance. It may be worth it. Besides, screwing around w/ someone who you share no emotional attachment with gets old… Eventually. lol. Good luck!
No matter what happens with the Architect, Fancy’s going to be there. He’s good like that. Just take the risk and remember that all boys are annoying sometimes. Unfortunate fact.
I second what TKTC said!
hmmm… i think it’s too soon to say. we must track further AWOL indications before we make a diagnosis.
Jury’s out. Watch for a pattern, but for the time being, give him the benefit of the doubt (rather than just doubt). I agree with The Cook that Fance will likely still be standing by, so you didn’t trade anything yet, per se.